Poster for the Indian BL series Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai showing the two leads sharing a guitar in a warmly lit room

Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai

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What happens

The doorbell rings exactly once, and the man pressing it will forget his towel tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after that. That is how Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai (आज फिर जीने की तमन्ना है), also called The Ambar Ishaan Story, lets a loud and bubbly singer into a very quiet house.

Ambar, played by Sumit Satija, has spent seven months waiting for the man who promised to return. His promise was "Der ho sakti hai, par aaunga zaroor", which means it may take time, but I will surely come. Ambar keeps that promise close, keeps his door shut and keeps his life on hold. He has not sung a note in years.

Then comes Ishaan, played by Basant Kumar, a singer from Lucknow who arrives with a guitar and a hundred questions. He fills the house with music, teaches Ambar to laugh again, and the trailer turns even a coaster under a cup into a running joke. Somewhere between the jokes, Ishaan falls in love for the first time in his life, at twenty four.

He writes his first love song and sings it straight to Ambar. Ambar is falling too, but his heart still belongs to someone who has not come back, and the trailer adds grim news from Karjat. So Ishaan asks one thing: if he never returns, will you hold my hand? For a man who keeps a coaster under every cup, the question is simple and painful. Is this habit or love? Waiting, or a new beginning?

CONTENT DETAILS

Native Title
आज फिर जीने की तमन्ना है
Original Title
Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai
Also Known As
The Ambar Ishaan Story, APJKTH
Themes
Key Themes
Waiting for a Lost LoveSecond ChanceMusicRoommatesFirst Love
Country
Language
Hindi
Networks
Seasons
1
Episodes
2 / 7
Duration
Episode 1 runs about 53 minutes
Aired Start
Release Year
Production Co

Where to watch Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai

YouTube, Last Leaf Pictures (episode 1, free)

Before You Watch

  • Premiere: episode 1 aired on Saturday 7 November 2026 at 6 PM IST.
  • Where: only on the Last Leaf Pictures channel on YouTube.
  • Leads: Sumit Satija as Ambar and Basant Kumar as Ishaan.
  • Format: a seven episode Indian BL original with music at its heart.
  • Creator: written and directed by Dr. Zaheer Shaikh.

Reviewed by Renkaze

A man waiting for someone who may never return, and a cheerful stranger who sings his way into the house anyway. That is the whole pitch of Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai, and it is the kind of setup that makes me reach for a cup of tea and a box of tissues in the same motion.

A Title With a History

The title borrows the opening line of a classic Hindi film song. It translates to "today I wish to live again", and it fits Ambar perfectly: a man who stopped living while he waited. Last Leaf Pictures calls the series a musical, so the name doubles as a promise that the songs will carry the story.

Sumit Satija and Basant Kumar

The teaser and trailer give the two leads very different energies. Sumit Satija plays Ambar, the one who speaks in silences. Basant Kumar plays Ishaan, the loud and bubbly singer who speaks in songs. The contrast is the engine of the whole story, and the trailer leans happily on Ishaan's teasing energy.

Music as a Love Language

Ishaan's first love song is the turning point of the story, and the studio released an original track from the series on 30 October 2026, its first anniversary. Ishaan writes it before he dares to say anything out loud. A BL where the confession arrives as a melody is exactly my weakness.

Indian BL on YouTube

Last Leaf Pictures was founded a year ago with the goal of giving Indian queer love stories a home on YouTube. This is a seven episode original, written and directed by Dr. Zaheer Shaikh, and it airs on the studio's own channel. Hindi BL is still a small shelf, so every new title on it is good news.

What I Am Watching For

Episode one arrived on 7 November, and a man who waited seven months for one promise has earned more than one episode before the verdict. I want to see how the series balances the warm comedy of the trailer with the mystery around the missing man, and whether Ambar ever sings again.

My tip: play the original track before episode one. The lyrics will hit harder once you know who is singing them to whom.

Lost the plot? Episode by episode guide (spoilers)

Episode 1: Seven months after Rohan left on a rainy night with a promise to come back, Ambar still keeps his slippers by the door. Then Ishaan, a loud singer from Lucknow, moves into the quiet flat, and on the night Ishaan's biggest dream comes crashing down, Ambar holds him and says words that were meant for someone else.

Episode 2: The morning after, Ishaan hides his heartbreak behind a prank but admits to Sneha and Paddy that he has never felt as safe as he did in Ambar's arms. Then he learns that Rohan went missing seven months ago. He sets out to make Ambar laugh, and by the end of a shower duet he knows he is falling. Uff, that duet.

Best Scenes

Spoilers ahead. Episode numbers and outcomes are named, so come back after watching if you want to keep it fresh.

Episode 1 (spoilers): The single ring. Ambar has spent seven months listening for Rohan's three rings at the door, so when the bell rings just once and Ishaan walks in with no sense of personal space, the silent flat never recovers.

Episode 2 (spoilers): The shower duet. After learning that Rohan went missing, Ishaan decides laughter is the only cure he can offer, first by force and then for real, until singing together shows him he is already in love.

Themes and Messages

Waiting sits at the heart of the story. Ambar has organised his entire life around a promise, and the series asks how long loyalty can last before it turns into a cage. His closed door and silent house show what that loyalty has cost him.

Against that stillness, Ishaan brings music, noise and a first love that refuses to stay quiet. The series sets habit against love and memory against a new beginning, and it lets a song do the work that words cannot, which suits a story about a man who has forgotten how to sing.

Did You Know?

  • The promise Ambar holds on to is the Hindi line "Der ho sakti hai, par aaunga zaroor".
  • The studio shortens the title to the hashtag #APJKTH and pairs the leads as #AmbarIshaan.
  • The original song came out as a gift for the first anniversary of Last Leaf Pictures.
  • Ishaan is a singer from Lucknow.

OFFICIAL TRAILER

OFFICIAL OST

Episode guide: Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai

2 / 7 episodes aired · EP 3
EP 1
07 Nov 2026
Aired
EP 2
10 Nov 2026
Aired
EP 3
13 Nov 2026
Upcoming
EP 4
20 Nov 2026
Upcoming
EP 5
27 Nov 2026
Upcoming
EP 6
04 Dec 2026
Upcoming
EP 7
11 Dec 2026
Upcoming

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

What does Aaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hai mean?

The Hindi title means "today I wish to live again". The series also uses the English subtitle The Ambar Ishaan Story.

Who plays Ambar and Ishaan?

Sumit Satija plays Ambar, and Basant Kumar plays Ishaan.

When did it premiere?

Episode 1 premiered on 7 November 2026 at 6 PM IST.

Where can I watch it?

The series airs only on the Last Leaf Pictures YouTube channel.

How many episodes are there?

Last Leaf Pictures describes it as a seven episode original.

Is there a trailer?

Yes. The official teaser came out on 26 October 2026 and the official trailer on 4 November 2026.

Is there an OST?

Yes. The studio released an original love song from the series, titled Ambar and Ishaan's Love Song, on 30 October 2026.

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